I just returned from Calgary. Proud to say, I am now content with where I am at in life. I finally have my priority's set out straight. Now I substantially feel renewed and no longer, for lack of a better term, I no longer feel the emptiness I felt before. I think in every Christian boys life, and girls, that there is a moment that they decide this is it, I am going to dedicate my life for god from this point on, and you know what? It doesn't matter who knows and it doesn't matter who makes fun of me, because this life isn't for them.
It's like a paradigm shift that God makes in your life. Your eyes are suddenly open. (open the eyes of my heart lord)
I'm going to be weird for a second here, but it seems like it feels ... I sorta get a glimpse of a bigger picture, like, almost seeing something before it happens.
The best way i can describe it is like looking through a clean window. Life is like a dirty window, and it seems like a just had a few glances to whats on the other side.
Thats the best way i can describe it and it feels so good to be able to walk down the hall and be like thank you Jesus... I know I could do that before, but it means something now. It just indescribable..
~Gary
